20th

So I'm admiring the speed of my new computer, inherited from my brother. It should make uni a bit easier. Less frustrating anyway. I went to Kristy's on Saturday and saw the TISM video Gold Gold Gold!!! It's pretty good. The Shaun Mcallef bit's great. Actually it's all good.

"Do your shoulder blades ambulate like curves in the Gobi Desert?"
"Go-Karting is the 2nd worst thing a human can do"

God last night I had the most intense headache. I still kinda have it. I hope I'm not getting it from this giant antenna sticking out of my computer. Earlier today I had this strange realization that throughout the entire history of the universe, the human race has existed for a very short period of time. Also take in the fact that the Earth is a tiny planet amongst a seemingly infinite reaching universe. Therefore, all life is meaningless and I should just stop caring.

I really should start thinking less.

I also made a commitment to give up coffee. Yes, hopefully coffee is the root of all problems. Thus eradicating caffeine from my system will make me feel less anxious and more relaxed, and tired I bet. Fucking hell, I'm only 20 and I'm giving up all the drugs I do. Fucking hell, how boring. I should take up cocaine or something. No, I shouldn't. What about alcohol? I don't drink it very often. Jesus. I bet Jesus drank alcohol in his day. How the hell else would he believe to be the son of God? Pfft, he must've been ingesting a lot of wacky things.